Waiting For You

Everyday I send you messages
Knowing you won’t respond
Everyday I think of you
Are you really gone?

People tell me to stop waiting
But a promise I have made
I won’t let this go
I can’t just walk away

I will be here when times comes
And your wounds have healed
I will be here forever more
Even after my coffin’s sealed
I won’t leave you

I just can’t
I can’t give up
On this beautiful tragedy
Am I not supposed to love you?
Do you want me to just go?

I wish I could really know
I don’t want you to hate me
I want you to be mine
I cant’ just walk away
Without a word and cry

You asked for time to think
Is that really all you need?
Or is that you telling me to get lost
Without cutting me down deep

The thing is I am loyal
I’ll wait here till the end
Through all the pain and toil
I’ll be here when you mend

If you want me to just leave
You need to open your mouth and speak
Don’t leave me hanging
Please give me a sign
At least the words
I need more time
　

Otherwise I don’t know
Any I begin to doubt
I won’t leave you
I enjoy this pain to much
But people start to see me pout

You need to get some help
No I’m just heartbroken
I feel like a hollow shell
My heart, my mind my soul
Trapped in my own hell

I’m lost without you
I don’t know what to do
I can’t move on not knowing
I don’t want to know the truth

Do you really love me?
Can we mend this break?
Or shall we run like foolish children
Leaving heartache in our wake