BORED (Acrostic)

Beside myself with angst and anticipation
Outside myself my mind floats
Returning randomly to refresh the pain
Endlessly waiting for someone to call back
Denying to myself that I've been abandoned

LONELY (Acrostic)

Left to entertain myself
Out of my mind with continuous boredom
Next step is ot give up and sleep
Everyone occupying all sources of entertainment
Lethargic and wishing for
Your company

CRUSH (Acrostic)

Captivated by an emotion that is often not
Reciprocated by the object of that affection
Unble to understand how they cannot
See how perfect you are for each other
Hurried along by the next to catch your eye

I Remember

I begin thinking of you
It's like a stabbing pain
Located in my chest
And everytiem I swear I'm through

And then I remember
I remember all the times we sat together
We used to watch the people pass
and comment on how kids grow up so fast

I begin to miss you
Even though I swore I wouldn't
You're name on my telephone screen haunts me
Why couldn't our dreams come true?

And then I remember
I remember how you felt in my arms
The way you relaxed against me
The way you fit so perfectly

I begin to cry
I'm heartbroken and longing for you
but I'm amazed at my tears
I thought the well  had gone dry

And then I remember
I remember that look in your eye
The way you smiled at me
That made me weak in the knees

I begin to ache
My heart, my soul
My body yearns
and my mind begins to burn

And then I remember
I remember how the slightest touch
Made my stomach stir
And it all just hurts to much

I begin to numb
My mind knows
My heart was fooled
Sometimes I feel so dumb

And then I remember

I could go on for hours
About how you made me feel
With the devil I would have made a deal

I begin to realize
I will love you forever
all these things are true
But you were just an anchor to which I was tethered