I Love You So Much It Hurts (Acrostic)

I saw you that first time
Laughter on your lips
Out of my mouth a feeble "hi"
Voice by breathless chords
Even as i swear not to fall
You grin and it's all
Over I can't hold on you've
Underminded my will completely
Souls collided and began to fly
Outdistancing my doubt
My vow not to fall for you is now buried
Under six feet of smiles and flowers
Chances are you'll break my
Heart but know that
It still cares
Tomorrow i may want to die while
Half of me still screams out lines
Undeniably meant for you
Regrets my haunt me later but
Today i have fallen
So tomorrow is up to you