BabyGirl

You call me babygirl
But you're the young one
You smile up at me
And I cannot feel the winter wind
You hold out your arms
Asking for a hug
And I want to pick you up
And never set you down
Within the reach of all the filth
That clings to so many souls
You're my golden haired angel
Sweet as cotton candy clouds
You warm my heart
Like the first rays of sunlight
That line the clouds
In hues of pink and gold
Long after you depart
I feel I can fly
At the time of our next meet
I look for you
Forgetting whats in front of me
I trip and fall over my backpack
And as my friends all laugh
And you try to help me up
I glance up at your face
And realize I fell for you
I smile and I laugh
But I'm cursing inside
Because you’re really not the type
I should be falling for
So young and innocent
You don’t know what you hold
The pieces of a heart
That’s always been told no
No you can’t love her
No I don’t like girls
I know you’re not the type
So I shouldn’t even try
But I just couldn’t stop my heart
That morning you caught my eye
Backlit by a sunrise
My heart snapped to attention
And ever since
It has been ceaselessly marching
To the beat of your young heart
It shows no sign of stopping
However I ignore it
But so far its just not working
Even attacking when I’m snoring
I sit here watching you read this
Aloud to all these people
Watching your expression change
As comprehension sets in
Me heart thuds ever faster
As you search me out of the crowd
Your eyes lock to mine
As the applause rings aloud
And you make your way toward me
I’m scared half to death
But I feel sorry for the rest
They’ll never get to hear the rest
Will you banish all my fears
And piece together my heart
Or is this really the end
As I’ve alienated my friend