Mother

Sitting here
wanting to cry
wanting to curl up
and simply forget the lies
I let you affect me
I simply don't know why

I learned a long time ago
You'll never love me now
I went and did
Everything that makes you frown
How is it again
I let you get me down

I fell in love
I refuse to leave
I don't do drugs
Not even smoking weed

Yet you would far prefer
If I went through my life high
for you know if I had
She would have passed me by

I do not get high
And I do not get drunk
And I did not get pregnant
From a randomn fuck

How is it you condemn me
When its my happiness you wish
Last time that I saw you
I didn't even get a hug
Nothing have I done wrong
I simply fell in love