Hiding

So many things in my heart

That my mouth wants to say

So many strange little parts

To our little play

My brain knows I'm stupid

But my heart just won't listen

Maybe it's cupid

But at night the tears glisten

So much I've held in

But now I just can't

I'm scared when you read this we'll be at an end

But I have to let it out my own little rant

The warm fuzzy feeling

When you tell me you're proud

You leave my head reeling 

When affections allowed

Staying up till the early am

The little things you say and do

When I least expect them

That let me know your feelings true

I'm not sure what to think

But I know what I feel

I'm standing on the brink

The danger's to real

So much deep inside

That you may never know

I wonder how long I can hide

Before my heart blows